无奈 ~~~
有人说..
当一个人无聊的时候特别会胡思乱想….
真的一点也没错…
我也发现我的失眠症是在我回太平的时候才会发生的…
也许马六甲比较多东西做来消遣吧 ~~~
所以可以消磨我大部分的时间….
我才不会胡思乱想….
而回到太平过后通常都是放假了….
不用读书…
也没有SERVER来打机…
连ONLINE的人也少了很多很多….
每当夜深人静的时候…
一点人气也没有….
所以脑子也不听话地乱乱想东西…
无奈….
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好想拿起电话筒….
打通电话给她….
好想听听她的声音….
好想知道她的状况如何…
不过也许我有太多的顾虑了….
怕她已经睡着了会吵醒她….
又怕会讲到一半突然没话题讲会很尴尬….
又怕她会给我听那些气话…..
所以还是打算不打了….
多一事不如少一事…..
人与人之间总会隔着一座又一座的冰山…..
等待双方去砸破它们….
很显然的…..
我与你之间的冰山…..
从来就只有曾加而没有减少…..
很是无奈….
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今天半夜武吉坡浪突然下起阵雨….
心情突然变得很复杂…
看到他们的FRIENDSTER PROFILE过后…
突然间又想起以前在乐团和在云顶的时光….
每当想起以前在乐团的时候….
总会有一个成就感…..
毕竟不是每个人都有机会到处上台演出….
也不是每个人都有机会成为全国冠军的一份子…
但…..
为什么你们就要在我要踏向顶峰的时候….
一把将我拉下来….
老实说我到现在还不能原谅你们为何要这样对我….
那个阴影到现在我还挥之不去….
我丝毫体量不到你们的用意….
也许….革命是需要牺牲以及不被世人谅解的….
还是无奈……
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20 - 3 - 07
haih….jus had my applied maths test 1 today…..not forgetting the physics test 1 2days ago(saturday)…..well…..the results reflected all my efforts….lolz….for applied maths jus now….the question was so hard…aduh ~~ now baru test 1 only leh….can’t you jus give us some easier question…y must give all those peg on the beam and ask us to find the reaction force on the ground….got a feeling gonna gg dila this time the applied maths….haih…..mr.lye smore said before the test 2 and final exam will be even harder then this test 1….erhm ~~~ so what am i suppose to do? study harder? put in more efforts? play less games? dun ask me….i got no idea….when it comes it will come…..
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after today’s exam….at least i am gonna get a break….finally….after the hectic and busy previous 3 weeks….full of assignments,quizes,exams and tourneyZ….now the next exam will be on this saturday(english)….nothing much to study also besides those grammar thingy….can concentrate on the drama thingy di….now we are in the preliminary round di….representing PE14 for the drama festival….lolz…wondering how is the atmosphere at that time….we are competing with the best drama team from each groups leh…..haha…dowana think bout other groups la…just concentrate on our drama can di….at least we did our best is enough di….anyway good luck & all the best to every1 that are involved in this drama festival thingy…..hope to see the best of ur group in the competition….
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had you ever tried before when playing "chuo dai di" tat time holding the biggest 5 cards in 1 game(1spade Ace & the 4 ‘di’ cards)……had you ever tried before holding a full house Ace and a full house Queen with 1 ‘di’ and 2 more cards remainning….well…i got all these sets of cards in between 10 minutes……haih….wondering how good it will be if those ‘lucks’ were to applied in my examZ ~~~~
Jasmine’s Father ~~
today is the judgement day…after all of our hard work….today is the day that we gonna show all ppl what we’ve got….haha…Presenting To You —> "Jasmine’s Father"….that’s right…today is our drama presentation….wow ~~ finally the drama thing is OVER….u know we’ve been working our socks off for that drama things since week 1…haha…too obsessed with the script di….they even say i can monolog the whole drama…lolz…yea rite ~~ i wish i can also…but…..tiring leh….T_T….
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overall, my drama presentation also not bad….although sthing unexpected happened…but is ok…i still think we performed very well…seriously…erhm…there are also other’s group who perform quite well also…such as..eric anton’s "the furnished room" and siew fai’s "her three dayZ" ….haha…good job every1…u all did a great job…gg….next tuesday night is PE13’s turn…looking forward to see their perfomance….especially the group that used to say "i am BimboKukulan, the son of the great Chukobo Chuwanga…" lolz….
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after the drama things…went to tennis court for a while….mana tahu they suddenly ask me to play 1 match…sial betul ~~~ haih…nvm la….a while only ma…then went to MP to watch movie "300" …wow ~~ is a very very nice show….although a bit violence la…but taught us lots of things especially the never say die altitude….i tell.u…if they wern’t betrayed by the stupid guy…i don’t think the persian will be able to beat them…haih…nvm la…betrayal always happened around us…and it always hurts…
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this week is the course registeration for Beta year..and I have put my choices as below :-
1. Telecommunication
2. Electrical
3. Robotic and Automation
erhm…..i think usually they will give u ur 1st choice…unless ur result is very very bad….furthermore….my result not say very bad also…cukup makan la….for telecommunication…both melacca and cyberjaya campuses also offering…but since cyberjaya is nearer to my ometown…i think the probability that i have to go to cyberjaya is quite high also….but if they are giving me melacca campus also nvm 1…i am always flexible…haha…..unlike other ppl….they choose the location over the courses…and that’s not a good thing….well…we will see what happen on week 8….hope every1 wun regret about what they had chosen…
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