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ok…forget bout the useless post that i wrote yesterday…was being unconscious  at 6.30am in the morning….well…here is the full story…

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starts with the electronic paper…as expected…totally outwit and outplay by that subject…huhu….this time the gpa also dunno can reach 3.67 or not…really worry that if i failed to reach that then all my chances will be gone just like that…haih….many ppl said that jus give up this semester…but when you think back…if we are that suffering in electronic 1,which is the basic of electronic 2 and our course(bachelor of Electronic Engineering major in bla bla bla) then how bout semester 2 and the rest of the degree year? erhm….1 question that is worth to find out in the future…

then the whole afternoon and night was busy chilling and cleaning the house and room…tried to use these works to make us forget bout the pains and sorrows in the exam…tried the new FIFA 2008 also…nice graphic but more complicated control….that night slept at 4am….

but unfortunately i jus dunno why woke up at 5.30am…damn…i am even earlier than my alarm(6.15am)…then here was the useless post came from…cause planned to go to MMU Melaka Campus at 7am….to collect my MUEt exam slip(for goodness sake)…..driving to there smore…insufficient of rest and sleep also….shhhh….dun let other ppl know k? therefore i brought along 1 bottle of nescafe….wtf…

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7.15am start departing from my house….by the time we finished checking the tire air and petrol pumping…was 7.30am…and we used the kajang tol (yeah…finally i know the way to kajang tol di..) to go out to highway..the reason we started the journey is to avoid the traffic jam that caused by those raya ppl…but we forget 1 very important issue also –> 7.30am is usually ppl’s working time….-_-||||….so, the traffic was quite heavy also….

surprisingly we reached melaka by 9am…we used less than 2 hours to reach melacca from cyberjaya…with a kancil ex660? ops….i must be driving very fast wei….lolz…then went to take our MUET exam slip and sem3 Dean Cert…after that went around bukit beruang and eat breakfast…..not of course not forgetting to invite the local beruang kheng keen to eat together…argh…it had been a long long time since i had my last meal in bukit beruang…i miss everything in melacca,bukit beruang especially,uptown mart,Mesra aunty and her indonesian maids…lolz…lots of things we two talked bout…long time din have such fun di since i shifted my campus to cyberjaya….*emo-ing*

after breakfast,without any delay,we started our journey back to cyberjaya around 11.15am…and reached cyberjaya around 12.50pm….wtf….this time what makes me surprise is the petrol is finishing-very fast…when we reached melacca,the tank still left about 3/5 petrol from 90% full tank….but after we reached back our cyberjaya house,that led light signaling the petrol is running low started to blink…T_T..guess i have to fuel in petrol again when my holiday ends…

after this tiring driving journey down and up to melacca, i dun have much time to give myself a break…i have to rush to mid-valley to meet my fren so that she can give me a lift back to taiping….so i quickly packed my bag and headed to the cyberjaya bus station…

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erhm….as we all mmu cyber fellows know…to take a bus out to kl is kinda frustrating….first we need to take the bus T429 from cyberjaya to putrajaya terminal and from there take another bus E1 from putrajaya terminal to kl sentral(as it will pass by mid-valley as well)…this whole trip(including the time that used to wait for the bus) makes me so accidentally slept in the bus and nearly missed the stop in mid-valley ktm….haih…then finally get into her car around 3.45pm….

then went to UM to pick up some of their other frenz as well, 1st time went into the UM campus…wow…was really very big…and whenever i mean big…is really big….lolz…heard that the areas that i passed by is jus 30% of the whole campus ni…i think 2 or 3 times bigger than MMU Cyber and MMU Melacca combine….swt…

went into the highway and started the way back to taiping around 4.30…the feelings was weird…1st,by the time i reached home,there will be no one at home,haih….2nd,in that car,there were 4 UM medical students and 1 MMU engineering students…and the worst part is they keep talking bout their medical terms like patients,HIV,viruses’ name,orgrans,herbz…..and their orentiation experiences as well….yeah,talking something that i dun understand huh, find 1 day let me try to talk to u bout diodes,BJT transistors,h-parameterz,depletion region huh…(wtf…not electronics again..)…i do like their orientation part as it was entertaining + shocking + pretending to join them….but i have to admit,i dun fancy that medical thing tat much…hehez….no offense man….

Reached Taiping around 7.45pm….went to collect the collect key and reach my Home at 8.15pm….argh !!! finally i am back…back to taiping…back to my home…hehez…slept at 1.30am that night…1st time in 3weeks i slept before 3am….wtf….and now is the time for me to think off what to do in the holidays when i am around taiping…

well..now is 3.35pm…jus wake up from sleep actually…wtf…i had a paper this morning…Engineering Maths 1…erhm….my strategy works and i think now i can focus on the 1 last paper(if and only if i can focus huh?) –> Electronic…The hardest subjects among all the 5 subjects that i am taking this semester….well..this ranking is made by mostly MMU students…but for me(personally),,,,electronic is the second hardest subject since the existance of this computer and programming design subject…dun blame me for creating this new ranking cause for such a programming noob like me(sadly) it is not easy u know? haihz…

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lately my biological time clock had been miserable-ly messed up…i still remember last friday…i had another paper at 3pm….therefore i woke up around 11am and i had biscuits for my breakfast…then guess wat time i had my lunch? yeah….is at 6pm after the exam finished…and jus after eating it is impossible to eat again(usual dinner time) at 8something rite? and guess again wat time i had my dinner? sadly to announce that it is at 2.30am….argh…and i slept at 7am at that day….T_T…

and for ur information….this is not the first time in this week that i slept at 6 or 7am in the MORNING…it had been like this for the past 2 weeks….OMG….and now whenever i wana sleep before 4am….i will just lie on the bed like an idiot,sleepless and at that time u’ll start thinking something that you shouldn’t be thinking off….argh !! Geram-nya….and now u know why every morning paper when u looked at me,i’ll lke an zombie walking around in the campus and exam hall…

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and now i need to change back my biological time clock to its normal time zone URGENTLY…but of course not changing it now….will try to do so during the holiday…hehez…

just now while i was very mou liu @ wu liao @ boring after doing my field theory, went to google blog search to find something interesting to read……

initially i was finding for happy bird-day story which happened on jansen’s birthday….well….it comes out nothing….then i typed my name in the search bar and to my surprise it links me to this girl’s blog…..well i think better let u all have a look at that post 1st….lolz….

well…if you cannot see the pictures clearly then please click on the picture for a clearer view…Apparently there is another kok jin studying in TAR College….besides this kok jin who is studying in Multimedia University Cyberjaya Campus….and that TARC kok jin gave a present to this girl whose name is michie(i think is michelle right) during her birthday which is that sand bottle….haha….interesting…

well….i do have a fren who called michelle also and i also like sand bottle….haha….who knows maybe i day i will meet this guy somewhere else…MMUCJ vs TARC….lolz….

actually nothing special bout this post…if u feel very boring or mou liu or wu liao…then u can just close this window anytime….nobody will stop u from doing so…i dun mind that cause this blog is My say not ur say…..hehez…

Well, recently everyone was busy blogging bout Mooncake Festival…..especially how they spent their mooncake festival with their family or their friends or their beloved one….see them(is reading it actually) describe how they enjoyed playing with the tanglung,and candles,eating mooncake….argh….my mind was attacked by this jealousy thingy at tat time…

i think the last time i really really celebrated mooncake festival is during form3 time…tat time was also because of this girl  she so eager to go out during tat night.(ha…u all know what girl rite?)….well….actually i had forgotten how i celebrated mooncake festival during my form4 and form5 years…so i jus assume i din celebrate it at all….and last year was the worst case….i dun even know tat day was mooncake festival until my mum told me in the phone….lolz….finals approaching at tat time…..and then for this year’s mooncake festival….again…finals are approaching….and i dun have anything(such as mooncakes and candles) to make the celebration a mooncake festival celebration…..unless u assume the MacD burger is the mooncake la…lolz…

for me….mooncake festival is quite a nice day….the moon is forever so bright and round….jus now while on the way driving back to cyberjaya…a DJ from hitz.fm said that the moon in the sky currently looks larger then it suppose to be….haha….what an interesting statement……in this case izzit miss chang er and mr. wu gang will become prettier or more handsome every year during mooncake festival?….lolz…

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erhm….i think that’s all for now….other things are not so relevant to mention here….will try to allocate my time to write another post(or posts) that will be relevant to it….but to depends whether i still remember wat to write or not 1st…T_T…

1st of all…happy birthday to pei san….i hope last year’s tragedy did not happen to u again this year…lolz

just now around 11pm…someone surprisingly come find me in msn to chat with me….erhm…is a he anyway….and once he told me he wana ask me something…my heart whispered : "dun tell me this fella wana ask me bout genting FOA"….well….he really did ask me bout my FOA job in genting…haih….recently my form6 frenz keep asking me bout my FOA job in genting….i know what are they planning….is kinda obvious right?

but they are sort off not so creative in asking information huh? it seems that everyone jus asked these common question : -

1. how much is the pay for FOA (i left there about 2 years di u know…how i know they got increase the pay or not wo….)

2. is FOA’ work easy (i always think that if you get used to something already, everything will seems easy..)

3. is FOA this job interesting and fun? (hell ya….is very fun and interesting and tiring as well…wtf…)

4. what FOA does usually? (obviously help ppl to check in rooms?)

anyway….since he just finished his stpm trial and wat a coincident he online and i forget to put my status as appear offline….we talked bout FOA for nearly 1 and half hour…T_T….i was doing programming tutorial at that time…and that conversation and delay my tutorial process…T_T…but it was fun talking to him bout FOA….it does make me think back bout my time in genting….it is really fun and i had seen alot alot of things that i did not expect to see it again until i mix into the society when i graduated….argh….they make me start missing genting moment again wei…..why are they so cruel? lolz…..furthermore….foong’s genting trip had been canceled….huhu….when can i step into that piece of land again? haha…over-reacted di…

all right…stop thinking back bout genting and focus on my field theory and circuit theory…i have a very very huge mountain to climb wei…..isk isk isk….

Will Try to make it as short as possible since time is running out for me….*cry*….

Today signals the end of my club activity in the 1st sem….no more practice no more meeting means more time for me to do my own things….yeah…god knows what are those things….what else can it be since the finalz are just around the corner junction…i used the word junction cause we can see it already…*cry* again….anyway…as a summary for my club activity in this very 1st sem in Cyber….is a huge contrast between the two clubs….forget bout the tourism club since i had no commitment in that club….erhm….what i can conclude bout those two clubs is that what a sad case for tennis club and what a mixture of feelingz in MMUCJCO(MMU Cyberjaya Chinese Orchestra)….dun ask me what kinda mixture is that cause since it is a mixture i also not so sure bout the ingredientz….

Nowadays very moody and fan….alot of things are not going according to my way….mid-term resultz are not tat good….guess that is what happenz when i dun have a reliable source of answerz during mid-term exam….smore bout the house problem…kia serphia is leaving Cyberjaya and we need to find a replacement for his single room….and now another 1 more person said that if he managed to find replacement he is moving out also….

OMFG….if i can find a house(or even an empty roon in cyberia) i also will move out la….u all think have a car in cyberjaya very cool very enjoying izzit? is it seems enjoying when u drive for a short distance(i mean short driving distance) to campus everyday? haih….even superman also will tired of flying everytime when he is going to rescue someone(what a wtf comparison)….

Recently a girlfriend of a friend of mine had flown to English to further her studies….erhm….and very very obviously currently his mood is in the lowest point he ever had….well…this makes me think of something else….something that happen to a fren of mine studying in Sunway….her bf is studying in Canada and they had been separated(not equals to break off ok?) for almost a year…and to my surprise they manage to maintain their relationship until now(going to be their 2 yeas anniversary already)….in few weeks time the bf is coming back Malaysia for his summer holiday i think….erhm….and that’s the end of this story for now…hope to receive more updates from her in future…

As a friend, i certainly do not wish to see any1 of my frens breaking up with their beloved one….especially with such a stupid lousy reason –> my parents dun allow….u are a university student wei…is time to enjoy some relationship with someone that you are in love with….well….maybe you are very close with ur parents and you follow every of their advices cause they claimed that they tasted the salt more than all the rice u have eaten….wtf…..well, university is all bout choices man…u choose to take the road and you shall not regret bout it….

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p/s : one of the reason that makes me write this post is that i guess i don’t have a perfect life that will make someone thinks that he or she owns the whole world like some ppl(or most ppl)….and i hope this post wun cause any offense to anyone because maybe i never tasted a perfect life before and after i heard this phrase from someone it makes me even more moody and emo…..what a problemz in a problematic place….

It had been a while since my last post…erhm…1 reason was really busy with mid-term and assignment and club activity….well the other reason will be related to this topic –>  my passion towards this blog…sigh…

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Yesterday went to Mid-Valley Megamall to watch the WCG(World Cyber Game) Malaysian Championship…There are six games available : Need For Speed Carbon, Command & Conquer 3 Tiberium Wars, Star Craft Brood War, WarCraft III Frozen Throne, FIFA Soccer 07 and The Most Popular Half-Life Counter Strike 1.6….The winner of each category will represent Malaysia To WCG 2007 Grand Final in Seattle, USA….haha…it is a very lucrative prize rite?

Well, most of the time i spent it in the Counter Strike area, then during break will take a look at FIFA 2007 and Need For Speed Carbon as well, the rest 1? i dun even know where were those participants…lolz…We saw the Malaysia Top Counter Strike Team –> Hybrid in action with vietnam top team(just a friendly match) and alots alots of Pplz (you guys know which kinda ppl i am talking bout rite…)….as well as other teams(no matter they win or lose…i absolutely respect them…)

Well, here are the prizes that will be given to champions for Counter Strike :-

- Fully sponsored air ticket and accomodation to Seattle USA
- WCG.my PC (believe me it is a very powerful PC)
- Cash Prize : RM 5000
- Gold Medal
- 1 year FREE subscription of GameAxis magazine
- Other sponsored prizes

wow….Malaysia No. 1….wonder how long they practice to reach that level….see them shouting at their teammates and their opponents as well, i noticed 1 thing inside their soul that helps them to get them to the stage….it is Passion…

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long long time ago, there was this wearing-spec honda-city guy told me about his defination towards passion this thing…i forgot the full defination already, but what i can say here is i totally agreed with him…Nowadays i am seriously lack of Passion….everyday i dun even know what am i doing…aimless life makes you feel disappointed….makes you feel like leaving this world….there are alots of targets in my daily life waiting for me to achieve them…but without Passion, i dun even have the motivation to start achieving it….wondering what’s wrong with this aimless guy?

sometimes i feel so tired…not because of i sleep at 3 or 4am every weekdays and 5 or 6 am every weekend…that is physically tired…what i am trying to mean here is mentally tired…tired of this meaningless city…tired of this meaningless environment…tired of this meaningless surroundingz…tired of these meaningless pplz….tired of this meaningless life…..

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今天"无缘无故"跟了华乐团的 SENIOR 去了吉隆坡天后宫去看蕉赖康乐中学华乐团之"我的音乐行李"的演奏会…2006年全国华乐比赛殿军队伍…在加上2006年全国华乐比赛最佳指挥…在加上许多外地来的演奏员…讲真还蛮期待的…之前只在2002及2006年的全国赛看过康中的演奏…对他们还蛮有印象的…

看到了有许多 myhuayue 的人…除了 ah gan 和 hao sheng 两个我认识的(因为都是赛城的成员)之外…其他都是那些我只知道他们是谁(并不认识的)而他们应该不知道我是谁的…有rayne_choo, 提琴之神, 小作曲家等等….还看到了有良@pandora(以前在华联的junior)…一看到有良时,那时侯我真的忘了他的名字,只知道他是华联的而已,到后来回去查了 myhuayue 才知道…不好意思哦…还有还有…我也在哪儿看到了龙哥,等到我想去跟他打招呼的时候他不知道跑去那里了…(惭愧中)…

anyway, "我的音乐行李"这个演奏会还蛮成功的啦…只是那个扬琴的mic开得有点大声,有一些时候把整个乐团的声音都给盖过去了…不过还是很佩服他们啦…可以把 ttq(大提琴) 和  bttq(倍大提琴) 这样转来转去…我还是要到现在才知道高音笙原来可以站着(without把笙放在桌上)来演奏…除此之外, <<高山青变奏曲>> 真的还蛮好听的….一首很好的创作….加油吧…小作曲家…

看完了演奏会过后, 我们跑去 mid-valley 去逛街…遇到了2007年的ASTRO新秀大赛的冠亚季军在那里有演出(i am not interested in it anyway)….then 在那儿吃了晚餐, 在 carefour 买了一点日常用品后才开始从 PJ 那里回 cyber…回到 cyber 的时候已经 11.30PM 了…不知不觉我都已经在外面从早溜到晚了…hohoho….

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但愿康中华乐团能早日买到他们的定音鼓…还有记得买回两个锣来放回那个十面锣哦…^_^…

today’s lunch went to Pizza Hut @ Jusco @ Seri Kembangan…We 3 cars(my car,ken’s car and eric’s car) competing among each other all the way to Seri Kembangan…and the winner? of course is eric’s 1.3proton saga la…lolz….dun think kancilZ can beat saga tat easily…

while eating the pizzaZ tat time we talked bout national flags…erhm…in fact is me alone explaining bout other country’s national flag…they two jus sit down there and listen only…can see that they were very impressed with my ability to know bout other ppl’s country…well…quote something from Cristiano Ronaldo after i watched the MU season review DVD last night…

" I dunno why they keep on fouling me in the penalty box and give me penalty? Maybe I Am The Best….I am not very sure bout it…"

well…of course i am not as lansi as Cristiano Ronaldo…but analyzing other country’s national flag is certainly not a problem for the ex-Larut Matang & Selama District General Knownledge Competition Champions and Perak Representative to the national level huh? lolz…argh…again not showing off here….what i wana mean is we are living in this world…and is VERY VERY important for us to know what’s is happening around us right?

Sometimes i dunno why peoplez dun like to update themselves with these kinda information….Come on man…these is what i call Knownledge….Somehow we will die 1 day…maybe will be 1 day later, 1 month later or even maybe 100 years later…we dunno when are we going to die right since we do not have the Shinigami Eyes….so why not we make our life to the fullest? erhm…When talk bout life different ppl got their own defination…here is some defination that i could think off for now :-

1. Some ppl define life as going Yamcha with frenz every night, go sing karaoke with frenz as their moto is "We need to depend on our frenz when we are outside from our home (在家靠自己,出外靠朋友)"

2. Some ppl define life as spend their evey moment with their family (girlfriends and boyfriends are included in this category k?) as their moto is "Family Comes First…"

3. Some ppl define life as they explore every part of this world, they saw every side of this world and experienced the culture of every races in this world…and obvoiusly i am this kinda ppl…

4. And there are also some kinda ppl define life as everyday sit in front of the computer and download things and chat with their ‘online’ frenz…wtf…

haih…i like travel around but sadly i dun have enough support…both financial and family support….darn…why my father dun like to travel around 1? and most of my frenz also dun like travel around….i think maybe students dun have enough budget huh? wtf again…

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i wished i will have the chance to go to the taman negara trip….dun think in future will have the chance to go with frenz again…unless next year they organize the same trip again..but sadly i gotta take my MUET on tat week…furthermore, i am running out of budget…i haven’t get my ptptn, failed to get jpa, din have 21k….T_T….i am running out of money…but y i still buy carlsberg in jusco today? wtf again….

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o ya…fung had closed her blog di…so from now onwards no more "Pervicacious" anymore…she claimed that she is so busy til not time no blog….erhm….who asked her to upload so many photos in her blog? lolz….well…all i can say is looking forward to read her "Pervicacious" again…lolz….i cannot say anything more than that(mimic-ing the electronic lecturer in class today)…